(Source: sphyxis, via triumphalshadows)
(Source: sphyxis, via triumphalshadows)
(Source: sphyxis, via triumphalshadows)
Why do I always feel un-contended?
I’m lying here on my bed listening to The Beatles and thinking of how some people are having the time of their lives with their friends while I have to initiate every god damn thing if not nothing happens for me.
Maybe it’s time to bias towards the introverted side of me and just enjoy being alone at home(:
Is it counted as leaving if someone shuns you and pushes you away and you just get too tired to try anymore?
Guess it is huh.
That’s alright, the mistake was mine to begin with.
One small misstep, and you go tumbling down the mountain into the abyss of darkness.
That’s ‘leaving’.
It really pains me to see you posting about wanting to talk to me and whatnot, but it wasn’t me who said that I found it a commitment to do such a thing. You’re the one who didn’t want anymore ‘us’. I don’t know what to think. If you do see this (which I doubt unless someone shows it to you) , do know I’m still here, but I’m not going to do anything because I don’t want to be hurt. I’m not expecting you to come crawling back to me or anything, oh no, but.. I don’t know anything actually, all I know is that you don’t want ‘us’ anymore and I’m too tired of fighting and getting defeated over and over again. I do miss you so very badly though.
Infatuation is like some sort of enhancement card in card games. Like when something happy happens happiness is enhanced greatly. But when something bad happens, sadness is also enhanced greatly. And I hate it when the latter happens.
Hi.
It’s been a hectic, or maybe not so hectic, week for me, being sick for half the week and staying home doing naught.
Today started of bad, really bad, but slowly got better and better so thank God for today! Had a sudden urge to look at my Beijing photos again and managed to edit this photo, it’s not that edited though just a bit of contrast correction, no colour correction. I really love how the people just walked across the ice without fear of falling into the water. I miss china sigh haha.
oh my god i think I’d just turn gay for Corey Gray. (no pun/rhyming intended).
Soooo hot.
Cosmic Love is stuck in my head its on replay. I’ve been sick for two days now, staying at home doing nothing. I could’ve done work but oh no I’m no match for procrastination. I think I’m going mad, emotions jumping from elation to depression in a blink. I have decided to fight, to fight for you, to fight with you.
p.s. the macbook’s backlit keyboard is just gorgeous.
I want to scream my lungs out. But I cant. Because I have a fucking sore throat.
Woww gotta add some of these things to my bucket list!
Fucking sick shit I wish I had friends like kie
I think it’s cute when a girl hugs her guy around his neck.
Hey.
So I’ve been busy with school, collecting back my results, moping over how badly I’ve done even though I know full well the amount of effort put in on my part. The bullshit of life. I gotta say, life is REALLY getting mundane, if not for my friends, family and people special to me, I think I’d have given up long ago.
Aight so my week has been boring, apart from the fact that I spent a few hours daily ‘travelling’ to Sweden; reading The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo. Finally finished it today, I must say it’s a really good read, with intricate twists and turns to the plot that really satisfied my reading craves. Can’t wait to watch the movie with . and then get my hands on the next novel of the series.
Also it was my dad’s birthday on April Fool’s! Happy Birthday dad! All these years we have not played one prank on him even though its on world prank day, such kind souls we are. On a heavier note, its sad to know how fast time is passing and how people are getting older and older, that they won’t be able to do what they used to do due to physical restrictions. Sigh.
Bye.
On a lighter note, I visited Haji Lane to shoot a few days back, pretty cool hipster place! but mostly female clothing. There was an angmoh with electric blue hair that really striked me as intriguing. Well didn’t manage to get any good shots but here’s just two of them including the blue haired angmoh.