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Why do I always feel un-contended?
I’m lying here on my bed listening to The Beatles and thinking of how some people are having the time of their lives with their friends while I have to initiate every god damn thing if not nothing happens for me.
Maybe it’s time to bias towards the introverted side of me and just enjoy being alone at home(:
Is it counted as leaving if someone shuns you and pushes you away and you just get too tired to try anymore?
Guess it is huh.
That’s alright, the mistake was mine to begin with.
One small misstep, and you go tumbling down the mountain into the abyss of darkness.
It really pains me to see you posting about wanting to talk to me and whatnot, but it wasn’t me who said that I found it a commitment to do such a thing. You’re the one who didn’t want anymore ‘us’. I don’t know what to think. If you do see this (which I doubt unless someone shows it to you) , do know I’m still here, but I’m not going to do anything because I don’t want to be hurt. I’m not expecting you to come crawling back to me or anything, oh no, but.. I don’t know anything actually, all I know is that you don’t want ‘us’ anymore and I’m too tired of fighting and getting defeated over and over again. I do miss you so very badly though.
Infatuation is like some sort of enhancement card in card games. Like when something happy happens happiness is enhanced greatly. But when something bad happens, sadness is also enhanced greatly. And I hate it when the latter happens.
I want to scream my lungs out. But I cant. Because I have a fucking sore throat.
I think it’s cute when a girl hugs her guy around his neck.